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Thursday, 23 April 2009

The Lady Who Thought She Was A Car

It is two o'clock in the morning when you hear it for the first time. A big bang,then nothing, then a short spurt of what you can only describe as a vibration so noisy the girl in the long blue dress in the gilt frame above your bed cries out in alarm and shakes so much you fear she will land on your head. You blame the neighbours. You blame an elephant sized mouse. You blame the crazy dance of some hidden silent vibrating toy. You blame yourself. You stare at the child with the broken foot once again, lying radiating heat beside you and wonder whether it was him. You poke him in the chest to check. You are too scared to sleep, astonished that the local neighbourhood watch has not gathered in a throng of unexpected nightwear on your doorstep to seek out the cause of the racket. You are scared. But then it comes again and after that, you lie , staring at the violent red digits of the alarm clock on the bedside table, timing the vibrations as if they were contractions and eventually, soothed by utter exhaustion, you sleep. In the morning you hand over your son and visit the neighbours. Yes, they nod, they have heard the noise. No, it probably isn't a rat. But it might be a squirrel or a bird or a passing vagrant come to reside in your loft they say, sheer excitement wafting over their faces. Perhaps they say you could ring the council and play the Single Mummy card? Not before I boil my head you say and wander up the lane to feed your friends chickens. Millie and Rebecca live in an Omlet and seem delirious with joy. You poke food through the bars and accidentally pour water on Millies head and cluck past yourself in apology. You are tired and it is hot and lovely in this garden, a writers shed, painted pale blue, at the end of the garden, a bench calling your name beside it, vegetables growing in cheerful little patches all around. You could live there for always. You collect two perfect eggs and debate carrying them back to the house, but Millie and Rebecca have been more than generous over the past week, so you turn left towards town and resolve to gift them to culinary inclined friends who live along the way. It is a sandal day. A sunglasses day. You plod along the lane, through the umbrella of pink blossom, holding the precious warm eggs out in front of you, concentrating on not falling over and stopping when you reach the traffic lights though you will not be crossing the road, but merely turning the corner. But still you stop, head cocked backwards to stare at the lights currently on red. You wait patiently, admiring the larger of the two eggs and keeping your fingers crossed that it is a double yoker till you shift your eyes to the left and see a family stuffed into a tiny car beside you, staring open mouthed at the curious lady with the eggs, apparently waiting for the green light as if she was a car. You shuffle off in mortal shame, a hot blush scattering across your chest. You are tired. The weight of carrying a plaster casted five year old around has triggered your scaitica, you remain dumped by a ridiculously rude man, the car hasn't worked since November and clearly the whole matter that is your life is making you bonkers. But you are ok. Of course you are. You exchange eggs for a pot full of oregano, carry on into town and buy wine with which to bribe your Dad into your loft. He is easily bribed and before you know it you are standing at the base of the ladder watching his feet disappear into the ceiling. Yes, he shouts, there is a bloody big hole! No, he shouts, there is no evidence, of animals, flying, farmyard, zoo or otherwise! Oh my God, he shouts, in fright, as he mistakes a pretend little stuffed bird for the real thing, shifts his weight, and cracks the entire ceiling, at which point, you, not wishing to have said Dad land on your head, nor view him come to a sticky end full stop, dash off down the hall and cower in the bathroom while he tries to climbs out the loft without bringing the whole house down. You wonder what the world is coming to. There is a hole in your roof. There is a crack in the ceiling. You wouldn't try to cushion your Father if he fell through the ceiling. You eat too many crab sticks though all and sundry tell you they are the scraping from fishermans boats squashed together. You never answer your phone and the weeds in the garden are almost knee high. You have mistaken yourself for a car. A mini bloody metro probably. But life goes on. You bully your Dad back into the loft to mend the hole, report flapping insulation to the neighbours (who look mildly disappointed), eat more crab sticks, start the monumental task that is murdering the ivy threatening to strangle your house and deliver your son to the consultant in the local hospital who rubs his hands together in mild glee as he informs you that what we have here is not a fracure, hairline or otherwise, but something very rare indeed, known in medical circles as Kohlers Disease, known, for our purposes here on in, as squashed little bone disease, and requiring referal to a bone doctor at the childrens hospital. Oh yesarooney. A rare foot disease. Though luckily, one, hopefully, without long term implications. A dead bone in his foot. A full bright red plaster cast up to his knee. Half days at school. Beautifully contained frustration coming out of his little ears. Silence in the loft. Chaos in your head. Time to book yourself in for a service. Even old bangers need a bit of TLC from time to time don't they?

10 comments:

Jennifer said...

Bless your heart. I have read your blog for a long time but never really leave comments. I really thought you were going to say those eggs smashed into your top or something as you walked along.

Ali said...

Oh my goodness! And....dayum! I hope all goes well with your roof, your Dad, the ivy, Sir Finn and of course, the Old Banger ie: you!

Ali @ A Cosy Life

sarah said...

I know it would be terribly rude to laugh. But you do have a way of expressing your woes so sardonically. Wishing you all the best and that the sky doesn't fall on your head.

Lucky escape from the silly little man, by the way. Thank goodness for his rudeness, or you might still be stuck with him.

Karen said...

Allison - I bet you just want (and it's not asking much) normal, every day things to happen to you, IF they have to happen at all:) A normal broken foot, a normal, nice boyfriend. Just an uncomplicated life. I too strive for such a thing. I still don't think it's asking too much . . .

angelcel said...

A hole in the roof now? To look at the 'cup is half full' scenario, at least you didn't find this out as the result of a storm and torrential rain! Just think of how much worse that would have been. Thank goodness for handy and kind Dads.

You must have wondered how Finn managed to break his foot and so now the mystery is solved. The good news here is that it sounds relatively simple to resolve.

(And I still say 'pooh' to the rude bloke).

Tiredness casts everything in a different light and I appreciate that you must be totally knackered by now. It *will* get better, honestly it will.

...Such a pity I don't live closer - I'd help whip that garden into shape and we'd get it done in no time.

Hugs to you
x

Gena said...

Oh Dearie me!doesnt life sometimes weave the strangest of tapestries at times? what does this 'foot disease' actually mean for Finn? could it happen again? poor little fellow and poor you,it just aint fair!xx

Counting Your Blessings said...

You've been through worse ;) You're doing it all just fine. Aren't you so glad for doctors that can figure out these rare things?!

Blessings... Polly

Debbi said...

Dear Alison, After reading this I feel all maternal.I just want to come over and take care of you. I wish I could make it all better! Much love, and hopes and prayers!
~Debbi

A Vintage Mood said...

How unsettling those bumps in the night can be. So sorry to hear of your troubles.

If you were a car . . . I don't see you as a mini metro, more as a classic jaguar. :)

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